*let's keep it short and simple.

*i've got this pseudo-insomnia thing going on. i get so tired, and then i try to go to bed and i can't sleep. when i do fall asleep, i don't sleep soundly. if i notice daylight, that's the end of it. i tweak out and wake every 10 or so minutes because i'm worried i've overslept. i think i've got too much on my mind. but i can't make it be quiet.

*i'm worried that i'm becoming depressed again.

*i'm worried that i'm weakening in my struggle to fight the eating disorder.

*jonathan loved my acting work today.

*what a life.

*that is all...thank you.