Just joined up with Taria...I'm glad I did. Lifelong friends are hard to come by, but I think I have found one now. Anywho, Daisha missed her train today. Angie left. Laurence got depressed. Jane ate her landlord. Sad times all around the city of Chicago. I came to a realization today that I feel a lot more for some people than I thought. The thought of them leaving me was a little too much to bear. I felt my eye water...Not enough to shed a tear, and not both eyes at once, but there was water none the less. Confusing times have led to confusing endings, that will lend themselves to even more confusing beginnings. It's 2 in the morning and I have to finish packing my shit...Guess I need to either do it now, or in the morning....Yeah I thought so too, in the morning. I'm out this bizniatch for the first time...Hopefully not the last. Holla

Im here today.... i hate acting cuz everyone be acting like a biotch!!!


gah... gah, ghuh, ghuh..... ewwww excuse me jee... jah....jeee... G-UNIT!

*last night:
-chilled with angie, alessandra, ryan, quintin, jay, kaia, and daisha
-met up with osh, jeff, and eric at like midnight (with quintin)
-went for a long ass walk on the beach with my boys at 2 in the morning
-played on the children's equipment on the beach with my boys at 4 in the morning
-stood alone on the beach for an hour and watched the sun rise by myself at 5:30

*this is way too beautiful to actually be my life. i love it.

*that is all...thank you.

*this is for you, colin.

*end of the year. good or bad. my last final is on thursday, then, in the words of ryan "i'ma be out this biaaaaatch!"

*yeah, it's a serious time for reflection. i'm still not used to the fact that i am in college, much less that i am done with my freshman year. but i am terribly excited, b/c the future is looking up. starting with this summer, which will probably be a huge transitional period for me. i can't tell you why, but i just have this feeling. but more importantly, if one more person cries to me about how sad it is that the year is over, I WILL FUCK THEM UP. sorry. but i will beat you about the head with a blunt object. no offense to those people who have been sad lately, but we will all be back in 4 months. seriously.

*in other past news, the lack of posting has resulted in a lapse concerning spring break and my birthday. let me quicky catch you up. ahem...

spring break: drank heavily over the weekend, topping things off with several rounds of tequilla shots on sunday night until 6:45 am. funny story about how i had to get up at 7:30 am that morning to catch a train. on that train, i went to kalamazoo, mi with ian for three days where i absolutely fell in love with his family all over again. you can tell i like them, b/c they got me to go to mass...ha...came back late wednesday night, had several rounds of vodka shots (which was probably closer to paint thinner and rubbing alcohol) and got up at 7:30 the next morning to go kick it at my g-ma's house for my brother's 30th birthday. came home that sunday.

needless to say, i didn't get shit done.

my birthday was fucking amazing. i shopped like it was my business and drank like a boozehound. my boys were hot, my girls were super sexy. i was a pretty pretty princess. what more could a girl ask for?


*oooooh, angie has pizza! gotta go!

*that is all...thank you.