mood: quiet...
music: n/b - i would give everything

in the midst of all of this chaos, everything going wrong, a future literally on the brink of crumbling, a workload that's drowning me, people i can no longer stand, sleep drought, situations and circumstances that are choking the life out of me, sanity that is slowly but surely slipping away

just when i'm ready to open the window and leap...


i talk to jenna
i get an email from fisch
i find out we're leaving a day earlier for france
i walk in the rain with my dumb gap umbrella that i love
i find that the lake is still right outside of my window
dre calls and says she's coming on thursday
december comes
it snows






doesn't make everything better, but reminds me of some light i'd given up on finding.