mood: so confused
music: guster - either way, fa fa, i spy


contradictions abound.

i'm trying to fight the good fight. you know, not throwing in the towel and all that nonsense. but right now i have this overwhelming urge to retreat back down my mighty hill, grab a d.c. on the way down and retreat back to my former safe haven.

"but what if..."
"well then you'll have your answer, like it or not."




but to be perfectly honest, i don't think i wanted any answer,



i'm way in over my head here.