mood: low
music: mark ronson - stop me
this is stressing me out. sometimes i have these awful moments of debilitating doubt.
maybe i should just get on the plane and come home. yes i might - or probably would - regret it. yes i would probably always wonder what might have been. but it's not like i don't already have that feeling about so many other things in my life. i'm used to the sentiment.
so i wonder. what will i do this time around?
Wednesday, June 27, 2007
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It's inevitable that you will wonder "what if?" about a lot of things in life, especially the big choices. I say that if it's feasible (ie you can afford it, you won't get screwed over credits-wise etc) then go for it. Granted your life is "on hold" in that life in BA is not real life for you, but who wants to be in real life all the time? This is your opportunity to take more time and really explore; physically, metaphysically and philosophically.
However, if you do choose to come home, then you will be able to apply the lessons you've learned sooner in your "real" life and find that middle way we all search for.
No matter which choice you make, it will be the right one, because you will make the best out of either.
i'm not going to give too much advice, but all i gotta say is...........you at least have to come home for like 2 days so that you can see my new sweet ass place.
That being said...........follow your heart dear, it won't lead you astray.....
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