mood: sleepy - staying up just because i can
music: cat stevens - greatest hits

watching perceus swim around and around in his little self-contained realm of existence. hearing the faint echo of time of your life from across the room. watching as the blood red moon drifts across the sky. i cannot help but wonder at the moment, and how every moment i've passed through has somehow propelled me to where i am now. the intricasies are somewhat daunting.

feel like this semester is going to be a period of tremendous personal growth. which i have learned firsthand is not necessarily the equivalent of a period of "a whole shit load of fucking awesome times, dude." in fact, the last time this happened, there was something roughly equivalent to "the great schism." at least that's what it seemed like at the time. and while i don't anticipate any events of such magnitude to occur this time around, i also realize that things will be a'changing. namely myself. i also know that some people won't like that. such is life. mainly i'm excited for the positives. becoming a better person is always good news. and i'm particularly excited to strengthen some friendships. six specific ones and a slew of general ones, both old and new. oh, and i tend to post a great deal during these periods of great thought. so this is:

-good news. you'll have more to read?
-bad news. you'll have more to read and it'll probably be pretty dense in terms of intricate philosophies and big words?
-no news. no one reads this anyway.

alright. it's off to bed with me.

off to start being a better person.







does that mean i can't be a bitch anymore? if not, that sucks, because i'm funniest in the bitchy moments. you know it's true...